My Big Man

One day I will post the 'story' of how this little guy got here. But for now, i will just post some pictures:)

 This is the first day I got to see my little guy. All of those cords and machines made me cry:(



 Seriously...i can't even tell you how many machines he was hooked up to.

This is my favorite picture...can any tell why??? LOL:) Rich sent me this picture while i was still at Mt View Hospital...a half hour away. It made me smile the minute i saw it.  Seriously, no lie, I would look at this picture on my phone at least once every 10 minutes:)

HATE this picture. Good thing i never actually saw him like this. This is what he looked like after they had transferred him to the Timpanogos NICU.  

First time i got to hold him. I was SO SCARED to hold this little guy. Between Rich and I, we held him for about 20 minutes. 

This time we got to hold him a little bit longer:) 

Rowan's bed. I'm sure he was nice and warm in there:) 

Loving his pacifier...he still does:) 

Another shot of his bed. The nurses rarely had it open. 

This is what i got to look at for over a week. He needed to get as much sleep as he could to heal, so we didn't get to touch or hold him often. 

He came off of the oxygen for 2 days. He still had his feeding tube in. I hated the way he looked when he breathed...he tried so hard, but just couldn't do it on his own. He is 7 weeks tomorrow and still on oxygen. One day we will figure out what is wrong with this little guy.